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10:53pm 15/03/2004
  hey whats up . this is chris saying whats up! a lot has been going on lately my best friend is marrying my high school girl friend. and im not even the best man. this last weekend i got kicked out of my house, but kiss some butt and i stayed in the housei wrote two songs here are two songs which i shall send of them out to you. well my girlfriend is bored and she wants to stop typing soon. (here she is)) been working all fucken day. sam i hope you got your contacts cause i ask you to call me but you didn't loser. ahhhhhhhhh gomies called me yesterday fun times sam. ohhhhhhh remember you had the biggest crush on him. hahhahhahahhaha your such a loser. nin thanks for reply back on my journal i just haven't had time to reply back. same you shannon. well gots to go here read chris poem they always come out really good. i think the guys should get ahold of them and have them make it into a song. latz and be good my chrildren
love always
KTM MOM
christina ;0)


A train comes through

Sometimes all your thinking about is whether a trains comes through
And other times all your thinking about is why does this happen to you
All your thoughts are out, now what should you try to do?
And now you gas has run out , and your problems keep following you

With time it seem sometimes like your worst enemy
With family ,it will only bring on shame
And with try always moves with little steam
And with pain always hurts like one bad dream
(chorus)
And I ,wish a train come through
To take me away from what I’m about to do
And I wish it was coming fast
To have this train to take me away from my past

I guess I have to see what peoples can take
To some people drinking is a big mistake
But why all the contradiction in my life
All I want is beautiful kid and beautiful wife

So many mistakes that I have made
I got my conscience working overtime
And to many past mistakes left so open
I’m just waiting for that train to come through

And I ,wish a train come through
To take me away from what I’m about to do
And I wish it was coming fast
To have this train to take me away from my past

hope you guys like it.

chris
 
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today is a good day   
09:38am 09/03/2004
 
mood: sad
well hey its beautiful day. lets start of with one of my favorite quotes. If money doesn't by happiness then why have i've never seen a homeless person smile. well work has sucked this last week but thankfully i got my bestfriend and girlfriend by my side to always keep me on track. she was sad the other day because she really missed her family and friends and i wish i could bring her by more often. I have a couple of friends that are only 2 miles away and i get to see him once a month. thats kinda sad considering i just recently got invited to his wedding the other day. Just like christinas crew i used to have one of my own. One friend for 14 years ended in a fist fight, the other dumped on me for marriage and religion and the last one sees me once a month and is marrying my highschool sweetheart. It sounds like a Jerry Springer episode but in fact its my life. So anyways whoever reads this give me some advice. I'm really in love with Christina, thats a given, but anything else you could shaRE would be helpful. thanx
 
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last night   
07:12am 24/11/2003
  hey everyone how are you today, its early this morning on this bueatiful monday. Last night was interesting, i started off watching Christina disappear into the night as she left my house. man i miss her, i think she brings out the best in me. even my dad sees the change in me. After that my best friend from high school called me up and wanted to go down and play darts at this bar in simi. So i show up he's engaged by the way to my ex high school sweetheart, small town huh? i know. well anyways he's sitting hitting on another girl trying to hook up i guess thats the word. So anyways he does who knows maybe him and his wife to be have an open relationship that i don't know about. This is really weird to me because i was brought up differently, and also i still have alot of respect for the ex girlfriend, one of the few i can still chat to every once in awhile.so so stuck have any advice give it to me. i'll check later.  
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back again   
10:08pm 18/11/2003
  well back again. i cant believed it worked. wow! Very new to this but hopefully it will help me to relax a little. I'm relaxed right now, i got off work early tonight thank god, because i was home sick yesterday from work. Yes sick i was not sick of work just messed up with the med's i was taking or forgot to take. i just finished christinas song that i wrote her, man where has this girl been all of my life. I think i've dated everyone, but a girl like her. I love her personality, she my best friend along with being my girlfriend. well people out there let me know how you nights went and i'll try this again soon. MUAH! kisses out to the world. goodnight  
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hope this works   
10:03pm 18/11/2003
  Hey its chris just trying to get used to this new thingy that christina my love has sent me. So that is all for now i'll write again later if this works. lates!  
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YES..................   
09:41pm 17/11/2003
  hahahha this is christina just fixing chris journal........


much love
christina :0)
 
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